Now the right side. I wonder why some people get it while others do not. Why did I get it and my sisters did not. I also wonder why I took on the burden of emotional issues underlying my arthritis.
In a meditation this weekend, she came to me and spoke to me in Polish. It is how I knew it was her because she spoke to me in Polish.
That betrayal and other emotional burdens were from mistrust of allies, the betrayal from God, from your own country and leaders, and losing your loved ones in war. In addition, the women then had the burden of losing their children and/or husbands and having to raise children on their own.
So there was plenty of burden and plenty of betrayal felt. I can totally understand where those buried emotions came from – can you?
But it’s not my burden – I have to remind myself.